i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying
Story of my life.
(via homesliceshaina)
For a second,
I almost gave myself up to you.
I thought It was okay
if I believed
just a little bit
of the “what-if’s”
we were bound by.
And I would have fallen.
I would have.
right under a deep dark abyss.
lost and absorbed
only by you.
and it’s sad
because now I realize
you wouldn’t have been there
to catch me
despite all you’ve promised
and my lack of “I should have known better’s”
I was blinded by the idea of you, I suppose.
Of you being the catcher to my forsaken fall.